GIVE UP

this is the second time i joined sukma... the different between both time were , the first time i was to be take care by the others, but then this time, i was the captain and have to take care of all my teammates... this sukma for me got many memories, both good and bad, happy and sad...the first sukma i joined, all my results got improved, but this one, the results were sucks!!! our penang girls polo team was the last!!! problems were keeps popping out along the way to sukma... argue , less communicates, less cooperation between teammates, coach and team manager ... are we a team???

I HATE THIS TEAM !!!

for some of our teammates,

lazy to training but aiming for winning;

crazy to all those boys and talk to them in the middle of the night during the competiton;

i got left out and they said i' the one who purposely left out them;

ask them to train harder and they said i'm too serious and self-disciplined....

WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP THIS TEAM ???

i think the answer is no others way but to give up...

In this team, this competition, i think i did a lots of mistakes too... so, i admit, i'm a FAILED captain, i have no any potential to lead a team, i have no any idea on how to lead a team also....

So, now, i had decided, to give up on the girls team, the polo team, and maybe some of my friends...